Can I "Fall In Love" Again ??

30 Sept. 2011

 Hello guys!! It's been quite a while since the last note i wrote to you.. I hope you all are in good health and have a great time.. 

Today I'm gonna tell you about something which I never thought will come again.. hehehe... Yup I didn't expected it will came to me in this short time.. I'm talking about "LOVE"..

Yes.. I think I'm in LOVE with someone.. Yup.. I'll said it again.. I'M IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE.. well it's up to you if you didn't believe it..

I never thought I will fall in love again after so many things that happened before.. well this "LOVE Story" also have a problem but I'll tell you later..

LATE

Hi... i see you again.. hehe.. it's being quite sometimes didn't write anything.. I hope you all in good shape and in happy mode.. hehe.. Today I'm gona talk about late.. it's not about my bf late her period or something like that.. its about my work..hehe

Past this week.. I often came late.. sometimes more than 30 minutes.. haha.. my record of late was 45 minutes... wkwk... I happened when i forget to bring my wallet and late to realize it... I realized it when I reach traffic area.. wkwk... so I stuck in traffic jam to get my wallet..

Blank

hi.. I see you guys again... hehe.. I hope you have a great weekend.. haha.. a bit late for that I guess.. 


Today topic is blank.. I'm not talking about computer blank screen but about what I'm thinking right now... since this afternoon I can't think anything... not a single word pop out in my head... weird huh?? not weird for me... it's happened a lot.. 


usually happened when I read something that's make me curious.. or make me bad mood... or lack of rest... hehe.. but for today case I believe it was something that make me bad mood.. it's about someone who was important for me... even though we in relationship right now.. 


wait.. i'm thinking how I'm going to write it.. it's kinda complex.. very complex... hmmm....


hahaha... can't find a word to describe it... but it makes me blank.. trying to write it down but can't find a decent way to tell the story without hurting anyone feelings.. aarrrgh.. i hate when I can't think.. damn.. 


I'll see you guys again later.. ciao...

Last day Of Red Hat Enterprise Linux

Yeah... finally it's done.. yiipiieee... I didn't to face extreme traffic jam anymore.. haha... and the best thing is.. tomorrow will be my day off.. taking a break.. hehe..

well today report are about last day of training.. Woke at 5.55AM.. go to training center at 7.10.. and experienced a hellish traffic jam.. The main cause of the jam was an opening of Musyawarah Perencanaan Pembangunan Nasional 2012 by Presiden SBY at Bidakara Building.. All traffic from and to there are being redirect by Police.. and it cause a major jam.. 


After fighting with the traffic, I eat my breakfast.. I think it's Chicken kung pao.. Its taste like it but not the look.. hehe.. weird but i able to finish it.. 

3rd Day Of Training

Huff.... Today I'm exhausted..

I woke up like usual.. around 6 AM.. but when I woke, I still very sleepy.. not like yesterday.. then with hard work I manage to take shower and prepare myself to go training.. even I drove very slow and a little bit late compared yesterday..

And it seems my action have a bad effect.. I'm trap with traffic jam almost every where.. shit.. only late 15 Minutes from yesterday but the result is a nightmare.. I arrived there at 8.30 AM.. but today, the Marketing Staff already came and the office lady already show up to clean the office..

Today, my mom bring me breakfast.. left over from last night dinner... a chili eggplant and a beef teriyaki.. quite nice.. after eat it.. I begin to review yesterday lesson.. and hit a major confuse.. but in the end i able to clear it..

2nd Day of Training

Hi.. nice to see you guys again..

Today is 2nd day of Red Hat Linux Enterprise training.. I woke around 6AM.. my sister knock my door.. hehe.. still lazy to do anything.. so I Just open the door and sneak back under my blanket..  15 minutes later, I took shower and pack my think.. before leaving the house, I wipe my motorcycle.. still dirty but at least the front lamp clear.. hehe..

I drove my motor quite slow.. even taking a different route to go there.. But the effect was beyond my expectation.. I arrive at 7.58AM.. way way too early than yesterday.. I leave the house at 6.50 something.. I even stop at Gas Station just to buy something and spend 5-10 minutes there and still early... wew.. Don't know about tomorrow... wkwk...

1st day of training

Hi!!! I see you again.. hehehe... a late night update before go to bed...

Today is the 1st day of Linux Red Hat Enterprise training... My Bos.. Mr. B.. arrange a training session for me this month.. He planned it long long time ago.. I think at the end of last year..

For this year, he arranged for my partner and me.. the next year will be another team.. I think it will be the programmer team.. when Mr. B give us two option for the Training.. the 1st one are Comptia A+ and the last one are Linux Red Hat Enterprise.. when both of us see the module, we choose Linux..

Corat Coret

hahaha.. it's being quite a while I didn't make any notes.. hehe.. bit lazy to do.. hmm.. to be honest with you guys.. I don't have a habit to write all my thoughts and or feeling.. I just like to keep it for myself..

it's more comfortable.. I don't know why.. but tonight I get this urge to write something.. There are some yelling and angry inside my heart right now.. I'm angry about, well.. almost everything I think.. I can became very angry for stupid thing that happened around me..

But I still don't know what makes me so angry... you can say furious if you want... it's almost drive me to the edge of my insanity.. sometimes I got the urge to explode, to scream and to curse people... It was really-really tempting...

But I struggle till the end, hoping not to do it..

well.. got this weird feeling when listening to love song.. it's make me bit calm.. perhaps I angry about LOVE?? haha.. I really don't know.. but if I angry about it why listening love song make me feel peaceful??

well.. I don't know what but the best thing to do is to listen to love song I guess.. wkwk..

I'll see you when I meet you..