Nervous

Hi.. long time no see you guys.. Today menu is about nervous. I'm nervous and worry about my IELTS result. Two weeks ago, I took IELTS test, this will be my last IELTS exam that I take. I already take the exam FOUR times and the results were the same. It have almost exactly the same outcome  for every time I take the Exam. 

Every time the results were 7 for reading and listening, for speaking between 5.5 to 6.5 and 5 for my writing. It has been very frustrating for me. Take the same test four times and the result were almost the same. But for the last exam I take, it will be different from before. This time I well prepared. Before taking the test, I take a private lesson at English First.

Alone

It almost 2 month since my Girlfriend go to Melbourne to continue her study. My girlfriend left Jakarta on September 9th, 2009. It feel very weird without her in my side. Because for over 1,5 years she and me always go together.

For the first week things happen very smoothly, I don't need to wake early every Sunday. And I can go to my own church.. She is a Christian, and I'm a Catholic. Every Sunday for the past 1 year and 6 months, I always accompany her go to her church at Megamall Pluit, now it called Pluit Village.